Everything is moving at its pace...but the emptiness in ma heart still makes me feel as if nothing changed Pa.
Your absence in life has left me with a huge void...Everyone else is there...but your absence is still so felt...No one has ever made me feel so relaxed, dependable...satisfied or loved like it was when I had you. I remember haw carefree, how jovial I was...Now I am always bound with things to do, with questions if I am doing it right or not, I don't like it this way Dad, no more....but I still manage to smile....although now, it doesn't come so effortlessly as it used to.
Now life seems to be a bundle of wrong decisions at times. My mind is always caught-up with calculations & justifications and whatever I do, nothing brings me enough pleasure.

You remember Papa, we had an aquarium, but Mom left it while we shifted our house after you. Suddenly, today mom was asking to get a New Aquarium and she seemed to be very excited about it. Then she started talking about, how for hours you played with the fishes poking them with your finger. She smiled and soon she started sobbing & dropped the idea of getting a new Aquarium. I was chocked hearing & watching hear speak.

Papa...m sorry...but I hurt Mummy at times....I kw you see me doing it from somewhere above.
I feel really sorry about it and I do try not to do it anymore. I love her a lot.
Please forgive me...:(

3 years of staying without you Papa :(

Has it really been three years already? Why is that every year, on the anniversary of your departure, emotions overwhelm me - as if you had only just left yesterday?
Yes, it has been three years since we last bid goodbye. Yet, the images of our last moments together still flashes through my head so vividly. Ah, I remember so well.
Papa, I always feel sorry for you. You worked so hard to build this immense lifestyle from scratch.
And yet, just when you were about to savour the fruits of your labour, you decided to go on a permanent vacation on your own.
Papa, I just want you to know that in very small ways, I am upholding your legacy even after your departure. I wanna let you know that I am proud to be doing so, and I am very proud to be your daughter.

Till we meet again, please have a nice and relaxed rest.
I miss you so much.

MIss u Papa...

Been 2 Years of staying away from you...n still the pain is so fresh...love u n need u so much.

I love my father as the stars - he's a bright shining example and a happy twinkling in my heart.

One thing is for sure and that is time waits for no one. Whatever we can do to let someone know we love him/her, we should do it now because a life filled with regrets is definitely not a happy one to live.

I pray that God continues to strengthen each and every one of us who has to go through the loss of a loved one. I pray for God’s strength and grace to bear the loss.

Some wounds never heal....

Some wounds never heal....& they never will...
Its been 1 year today since u r gone pa..
I still dont believe this...my heart does'nt, hwever hard I try convincing
It feels as if a piece of my heart is set apart...& its bleeding with this never ending pain
Missing you hurts so much, I don’t know if I want to stay awake or fall asleep….
if I want to escape my thoughts, or escape my dreams.
missing you isn’t the problem. it’s wondering that u'll never come back, that’s killing me.
I talk to u everyday...miss u every moment & visions of past always stay.
its been really long pa...please come & wipe my tears now...I cant bear it any more............

Miss u more than my words can say....hope all my screams reach u...I miss u

Every night I can't Help Thinking of You...
No matter how hard I have Cried...
I know that You won't come back...